"About 9 months and 27 days ago, was the first time we ever talk, even if it was over facebook.

3 days later, at about 5 pm was the first time I ever laid eyes on you. My heart was racing, my head was kind of spinning and my body was shaking, I was so nerves. You looked so good… I couldn’t believe that you were actually standing here in front of me.

You gave me hug… you were holding me so tight. We talked and then we decided to go sit in a café. So we walked to your car and started to look for a parking spot. We found one and then went to the café, were you bought yourself a coke. We started talking and got lost in our words.

I wished the world would have stood still, at that moment. I loved looking in your beautiful eyes; I loved listening to your voice. You made my heart race and my body tremble. While we were sitting there, I wondered, what it would be like to kiss you.

After 5 hours had past, we decided to slowly get going, so we went back to your car and while standing there, you looked at me, came closer and kissed me. I couldn’t believe it, your lips are so soft and your kisses are unbelievable!

You drove me home, but I didn’t want to go yet, even thought I had to. At night, I was laying in bed, wondering what you were doing, and if you even liked our date, when I suddenly got a message on my cell phone. I looked at the display and my heat started racing again, it was a Message from you!

You wrote me, you really liked the date and you would love to see me again, you wanted the night to continue were we left off, I was so happy. It was the first time in weeks I finally slept well again.

After that day, we saw each other almost every day! The time I have spent with you were the best I ever had, even thought we had some difficult times together, me being in the hospital constantly and the stress it had on me and you. But never the less, the times with you, were by far the best I ever had. You were always there for me, you visited me almost every day, that I had to be in the hospital, even on your birthday. I will never forget what you did for me!

You saved my life so many times, without noticing it. Even after we stopped being a couple, you were there for me, when no one else was.

Know you need someone to be there for you no matter what happens, and I’ll be there. You’re always in my heart, and you’ll stay in my heart! I will always be there for you, no matter what will happen, I know you’re going through a difficult time, but if you ever need someone, you don’t have to hesitate to call me. I’ll be here for you 24/7!

Even though we’re not together anymore, I still love you, I still miss you and I don’t ever want to lose you. You will always be my number one!”